Monday, December 18, 2006 @2:18 PM
Its been a week now since everything ended..
And still, i cant believe that things have to end.
Yes i know i have to move on....
Its the time that i need in order to move on...
And i know it will certainly take a very long time before i can ever pick myself up again.
Spending time with friends is the only option that i have just to keep myself busy with
and not to think about it.
Getting busy with work and crapping and get crazy with friends during the day...
and by night....its the tears that i'm left with...
and the cycle goes on....
Sometimes i do wonder... if you ever still care about me?
But somtimes i don't even dare to think about it.
At times i do wish to talk or even see you...
But...i'm sorry... i just cant make myself to do it...
Just the thought of facing you, i'm became so afraid.
Im sorry cuz i'm no longer a brave person.
I'm sorry cuz i no longer have the confidence.
I'm no longer what i am and how i used to be.
But whatever it is....
since the day it ended...i want you to know that...
i've already forgiven you.
i have nothing against you...
i'm never angry with you...
Hope i'm forgiven too...
As for now, only time will be able to tell what's next...
"I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
If life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
And If you lose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way"